Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Lumps

This is the story of my lump, but it starts many years ago (starting to sound like a fairytale already).  When I had my first baby I was determined that I would work at maintaining a flat stomach.  I didn't want to look like I was three months pregnant unless I really was.  I noticed that several of my girlfriends had not lost that last little bit of pudge after having their first baby.  No, I didn't become an avid workout freak.  Like everyone else I had my ups and downs.  However, I did have my one isometric exercise I would do if I felt my stomach need some extra work (after menopause if becomes a downhill battle).

Life moves forward and I go through menopause.  Nature seems to fight against you once you stop those periods.  My hips broaden and my stomach muscles didn't work quick as well.  This past summer I felt a lump in my abdomen that didn't seem functional.  My thought was maybe it was a muscle or maybe scare tissue from an old c-sections.  I pondered it for awhile then decided to check with an expert on anatomy, my doctor.  

It took me awhile to make the appointment because I felt silly fussing over a lump.  I knew it would worry me if I didn't talk to an expert, so I made the appointment.  My doctor poked my stomach in several places if this hurt or that hurt.  It didn't, but I was beginning to think it would if she didn't stop poking me pretty soon.  The doctor decided the best thing to do was get an ultrasound.  I think the ultrasound ended causing me more discomfort than the doctors poking.  

I was surprised how quickly the doctor received the results.  I was in to see her the next day. She said there was a mass in the uterus.  I recalled that several years previous an HMO had told me that I had a cyst, but didn't recommend anything.  When the doctor heard that she had me get a blood test, CT scan, and see a surgeon.  

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Celebrate quilt


For Mother's Day 2010 my daughters gave me the class and some of the material to make this quilt.  There are 104 snowballs in this quilt.  I finished almost half of the snowballs by the end of the school year.  I took this project with me to Nebraska to work on while I visited my daughter and her family.  Tadaah, I finished it.  It turned out to be more of a challenge than I expected.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

New Clothes

I have a sweet, little girl in my second grade class room who is middle eastern and as cute as a button.  She wears some very nice outfits to school: red pants outfit for Valentine's day, a lovely grey and pink plaid skirt with matching pink sweater,  princess style coat with fuzzy collar and cuffs, matching knitted or crotched hat, scarf and gloves.  One day I asked her where she found all her pretty clothes.  It took her a little time to think then she informed me it was the Goodwill Store.  I'm thinking I need to check out Goodwill for some nice, modest clothes.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Thoughts on Aging

Although my mind is still young, my body is aging. I’m getting wrinkles and flabby skin. My hips are broadening and my waist is disappearing. Mentally I think I can do anything, but physically my body objects. I want to burn up those calories, but my body wants to stay in bed. Although I try hard to deny it, I’m becoming a senior citizen.